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what's there to say. So many things I could've been doing, yet I feel little regret. The most important thing I learned is to wear suffering like a crown - not to be bitter or hateful but to seek it out, and as Nietzsche said, to exult in your strength.

I don't feel any regret, but there's a good deal of anger left which I hope will help me catch up with what I've missed - my music, my friends and my studies. Yes, it was a time of anger. I've learned to hate efficiently, a life skill no doubt.

whatever. there's no use pontificating anymore - I have a life to get on with.

adam